One year ago I was in college..... now I dropped out because I couldn't handle being in shitloads of pain during class and keeping up in work.

One year ago I was a skinny pipsqueek...... now I've perfectly figured out the art of excercise and have some pretty good muscle.

One year ago I took meditation seriously and did it almost daily..... only now have I been getting back into it.

One year ago I loved playing videogames...... I love playing Elder Scrolls: Oblivion now, really as a way to relax, but that's about it.

One year ago I had never had an intimate relationship........ maybe better luck next year

One year ago I smoked weed all the time........ now, I'll touch it maybe 2x a month (seems that it doesn't feel shitty if I keep it to once a week max., but I don't even do it that much).

One year ago pain was a burden on my life....... now it smothers my life, and every so often pushes my sanity to the breaking point.



wow, I've gone places.