yes you will enjoy toking again give it like 6 months to a year... i went through the same thing after i messed up on some unmentionables, messed with my brain chemistry i think.. but after 6 months i was able to get high and enjoy myself again. Iv been smokin for years.. and when i was unable to smoke it sucked but it wasnt worth feeling the way i was ( same as you).. so just keep your head up and know everything will turn out good no matter what comes along..:thumbsup: