to all,,,,,,i had to go through hell to be in heavean,,i suffer alot of pain,,,i dont wish this on anyone,,,,i am sure there are others that suffer as well as i,,,,granted ,,maybe not as much,,,but pain is a bitch,,,,it takes me hrs to get up and out of bed,,,i have to adjust my hole body to get around,,every time i move my body breaks and cracks ,,,but,,,i live it ,,i love life now,,,i have things to look forward to,,so i take the pain well,,,hell ,,ive been in pain for over 4 yrs,,,,pop so many pills,,i cant even take a shit without having to take a pill to take a pill to take a shit,,,i smoke so much pot to ease everything ,i dont get high,it just helps me ease the pain and go on,,,,thats no shit,,,,,,,,, so ,,with that,,,,fare well to all,,,,Jack