Hey, what did I expect when I got married at 19??.... In this day, marriages don't last forever.. no matter how bad you want them too... It's my fault for not marrying someone with the same values. I just take it as learning experience... Makes me stronger, and wiser! It's just too bad I thought it was strong enought to create a family, and a slap in the face to have that only last 4 months! But my chin is up! Going back to Oregon is probably better for my and my daughter, we'll have all my family there and support! I don't think I could have lasted long in.... utah!