Quote Originally Posted by Purple Banana
Same your way- I'd like to find a way to avoid these funks; somedays I think "Why bother really living?" but I always remind myself that I have a given number of days per month that I'm going to feel this way for maybe 2 days at a time, and it'll subside. I'm not suicidal, nor have I ever been and probably ever will, it's just those thoughts pass through.

I thought toking would help, but at most it made a tiny dent. I know how you feel about the whole distancing thing... I have a few set of friends in random places that I went from seeing every day to seeing maybe 4 times a month. I think they get pissed, like they think I'm abandoning them, but that's not it at all.

EDIT: I once felt like this a few weeks ago, and I spent (I shit you not) 3 hours simply staring at myself in a mirror. Just because. It was odd.

LIP- People give me shit sometimes because a 'tragedy' occurs on the news, and everyone's like "Can you believe this?!" and I'm like "Eh" if it's one of those days, and they give me a look like "WTF you dick."

I feel the same way you do about 1/3 to 1/2 of the time... I also suffer from a mild case of bipolar disorder (I haven't ever needed or taken meds for it)... I think it just comes with the territory.