Hello my dear purple banana! I'm sorry that your feelings, or lack of, upset you. I used to have those very flat days, where everything felt like nothing.
You are a kind and brave person to handle the shifts your brain chemistry gives you. The weird thing is trying to keep the "you" separate from the chemistry- I use this little "it's not me, it's my OCD" to keep myself from getting on my own case. It passes. You know better than anybody that those feelings come and go. Some of the feelings are not fun, but they hopefully aren't forever. Rest assured however, a chemical glitch in no way takes away from your deep down charm and intelligence! I am a very good judge of people :thumbsup: