i just ignore the people like that... i mean even fi you ignore the void part, most everything people freak out about, happens nearly daily... i mean you can only see/hear/feel/etc something so many times before it just becomes an everyday thing and it has no effect on you what so ever...

but yeah i get in 'trouble' alot too... i can't make myself care and i don't like to lie, so i never try and fake emotion about something someone is telling me or anything... i usually just have a blank stare and say "ok?" "and....?" or "so...?"

come to think of it, i ain't had one of these episodes in awhile... which can only mean two things, one's coming up, or i'm through with them for good... but i highly doubt the latter as i'm already feeling it mildly (could just be that i'm tired tho)

i bet you sometime in the future this 'disease' is gonna have a name, and 10 new pills to take care of it... all of which, none really work... i just can see it now...

commercial shows some guy in a solid white room with just a door, sitting in the corner facing the walls... "do you lack motovation? do you face periods of no emotion? well then talk to your doctor about _ _ _ _ _ _ _... side effects may include rectal bleeding, sleeplessness, restlessness, sleepiness, dizzyness, diahreah, heart burn, cancer, aids, genital warts, hemoraging, stroke, heart attack, penis shriveling, headaches, naseau, depression, unexplained fits of anger, dry mouth, unpleasant taste, diabetes, paralysis, premature birth (whether you're pregnant or not) herpes, blindness, congestion, itchy eyes, runny nose, or tooth decay, and in some rare cases, DEATH. so get back to your life, talk to your doctor, and get strated on your new life today."


ok well i'm off to bed.