I loved a girl once..She loved me to..We were best freinds actully almost like brother and sister...talked to each other every day..not a day went by I didnt think about her or hear her voice...I thought she would be the one i would be with the rest of my life...She felt the same but didnt want to ruin are freindship over a bad relasionship..So i moved on thought about her for like 2 years after that still think about her every once in a while...Moved on relising if it was ment to be it would have happended there are far to many beutiful girls in this world to kill yourself over one..I found hangin out with my freinds talking,smoking,enjoyin the good times took my mind of her and what we could have had.That was 4 years ago never have had a girlfreind sense then and dont plan on having one for a while. Im enjoying life livin it day by day with the people that count my family and my freinds. Good luck bro.