Quote Originally Posted by passitplz
lately i feel depressed.

i feel shitty emotionally and nothin even happened to make me feel this way. idk wtf is wrong with me and its honestly scaring me. its an indescribably feeling. idk wat to do. im sure as shit not goin to a doctor and i dont wanna tell my parents... this seriously sucks.

its not like a poor me feeling or anything like that its just i feel bad. i hope some of u understand what im talkin about and can help.
I've had the same feeling for almost 2 years now.. and yeah.. same as you.. nothing set it off.. it just sort of developed.

One thing I was absolutely adamant about was that I didn't want to see any doctors.. I just find it laughable that a 52yr old grey balding guy.. in a tweed suit.. thats been stuffed so far up his ass for so long that he looks at you outta his nostrils.. is supposed to be the solution to making me feel better.. hahaha fuck offffff. But yeah.. what happened was.. I went to the see the doctor on something unrelated (back pain).. and my mom came with me cuz she can talk to people like that better.. and about 3mins into the appointment she started blasting out a load of stuff about depression and how i'd changed over the last couple years.. I was so PISSED OFF

He made me do some fuckin questionaire and then started being all fucking patronising EXACTLY like I knew he would be.. I had to really raise my voice at him to stop him making a diagnosis.. he was sayin "well im a doctor.. and its my job to make a diagnosis" ... yeah.. no shit mate.. but I didnt ask you to probe into my life like this so fuck off..

damn.. dude.. learn from that babble... don't let any family go with you to the doctors.. if you want to talk to a doctor its your choice.. and don't worry.. It's not as bad as it seems.. the fear aspect of it could be because it's unknown to you.. but seriously.. it's better than it seems..

chill.. and smoke up good and proper man :rastasmoke:
Jah420 Reviewed by Jah420 on . Wtf is wrong? lately i feel depressed. like ive never felt this way. i feel shitty emotionally and nothin even happened to make me feel this way. idk wtf is wrong with me and its honestly scaring me. its an indescribably feeling. idk wat to do. im sure as shit not goin to a doctor and i dont wanna tell my parents... this seriously sucks. its not like a poor me feeling or anything like that its just i feel bad. i hope some of u understand what im talkin about and can help. Rating: 5