yea im feelin better now but like also theres nothing to look forward to. i dont beleive in god (and seriously i dont need any motherfuckers tellin me im wrong for that) so like death is basically the only thing to look forward to cuz its the end and atleast then youll know what actually happens when you die. dont know if that made sense but w/e... thx to all

"smoke one, what the fuck you waitin on?" :jointsmile: