So I am about to be graduating from highschool, and I am soooo excited but I am scared shitless about it at the same time. I have had a lot of problems where I live, with family, boyfriends, and friends, and I know I need to get out of here badly. I hand out with people who don't influence me for the better, and I can't wait to get away from them. I'm not going to college and I feel like I may have made a mistake. I deferred my acceptance for a year, but I don't see me going at all. I really don't have the desire to. I feel like I learn a lot by talking to lots of different people and by traveling etc... And school work has never been my thing. I have felt so stuck and powerless for such a long time that I decided to take a year off and to move out. I want to get a job as a nanny and get an apartment and to support myself, but I'm scared I might not be able to find a job. I have been looking and it's been hard. I have like 2500$ saved up which I hope will be enough to get my life started. But I am so scared I made the wrong choice by not going to college. I feel like if I had gone I would be supported by my parents and I would have a set plan. Any words of advice, I'm really freaked out to go into the 'real world'
420MissHighTimes420 Reviewed by 420MissHighTimes420 on . I'm freak out about life.... So I am about to be graduating from highschool, and I am soooo excited but I am scared shitless about it at the same time. I have had a lot of problems where I live, with family, boyfriends, and friends, and I know I need to get out of here badly. I hand out with people who don't influence me for the better, and I can't wait to get away from them. I'm not going to college and I feel like I may have made a mistake. I deferred my acceptance for a year, but I don't see me going at all. I really Rating: 5