Thanks birdgirl, you've always been there for me, in tough situations.

I've heard from others, that xanax might be what the doctor would try to prescribe me, as I guess it's common. I've had no experience with it, but I know of a lot of people who abuse them, or sell them. So, I'd rather not have them. I'd rather have something I KNOW that works, which I found out valium does.

I've been thinking for years about getting off my anti-depressants, as I'm no longer depressed, and haven't had one of those panic attacks in a long time, but now, I'm always in a constant state of anxiety, and tense. I feel my adrenaline pumping a lot.

The doctor has been my family doctor for 5 years, and has been there the whole time, with my dad's death, my initial anxiety and depression, and was the one who had me on paxil. It's also kind of obvious that I'm not faking my symptoms, if you knew me in real life, as I prefer to stay at home, without the company of friends, alone, as it's the only place I felt safe. Now, being in my house I don't feel safe. He used to physically abuse me, but my mom stopped that. His last wife, he severly abused her. Now, he just verbally abuses everyone. But, as a concerned son, I'm also extremely paranoid that in an argument, he might try and hurt my mom.

So, the doctor knows some of the unfortunate medical events that have happened in my life and my families life.

Whatever she tells me, I'm telling her I want off of anti-depressants. Obviously I'll do it the correct way. I also have a huge fear of something bad happening when I come off of them, like me having a complete nervous breakdown. I've heard someone say they got a prescription for valium for coming off of paxil. I'll have to stress to the doctor, that I've tried it, and it helps.

Doing research on Diazepam (valium), I found out that people under 18, are generally prescribed the minimum dosage, and usually for epilepsy. Or pre or post operative treatment. I don't know what pre and post operative treatment refers to, so maybe someone could clear that up for me.

If I do get a small prescription of low dose diazepam such as 2mg or 5mg, that wouldn't do anything, because when I took the 10mg, that's what helped me, and made me feel fine. No "intoxicating" effects. I should tell the doctor that I assume?

When the doctor sees me, it will also be quite obvious I'm not in a well state, as I've lost so much weight. I wasn't even fat to begin with. I just am so nervous most of the time, where I only eat when I'm hungry. I was at a normal weight for my age a few years ago. I am now easily 40 pounds under that now, and a lot older and taller.
horror business Reviewed by horror business on . Please Help Me. (kind of long) I want to start off by saying this is not a marijuana-related question, but rather a question regarding my mental state. When I was 13 I started to have ptsd-related panic attacks. At the time, I had no knowledge of ptsd or panic attacks, or any sort of mental disorders, because previously I had been fine. So, my panic attacks scared the shit out of me, which caused me to fall into a deep, deep depression, because I'd have multiple intense panic attacks a day, and I didn't know what was Rating: 5