John your the best thing that has ever happened to me. You stood through me when we thought I had cancer again, through all my court problems and through all my up and down emotions. Without you my life wouldn't be anything like how it is now. I thank you for spoiling me and buying all my clothes. I wish that you could honestly know what i'd do just to see a smile brush against your face. I love you more than life itself. You saved me when I couldnt even save myself