Quote Originally Posted by Its a Plant
If it's those little things she does that keep you up in the clouds...I'd say you already know the answer. ~

All she has to do is say a word, blink, smile, cough, anything, and I melt....the only thing is though is we used to be soo compatible but lately I find there is some awkward wall up between us. I don't know if one of us is presenting this wall or if it is just there on it's own, but I need to knock it down somehow. Using both my brain and my heart at once I can only come to the conclusion that I must act as though I am over her so she might relax a bit more and maybe in turn it'll condition me somehow to really be over her. The direction I'm going in right now seems to be getting me no where fast, not to mention in heaps of pain. All for a girl I've never even had the pleasure of kissing..

You know...it's like having your legs fall out from under you 3 feet from breaking the finish line of an Olympic race. Just as all seemed to be falling in place, the unexpected happens, and I'm left in a pile watching someone else take the prize. It's bullshit