i think most people think about suicide at least once in their lives. i was there i just hated everything, i hated waking up, and hearing how other people have it worse than me that is bullshit even though it may be true it doesnt make a person feel better. what helped me is actually a few things first is dxm(i love it). also finding a hobby helps, as well as evaluating what the pro's and con's of suicide are(even though people may not believe it you do have people in the world who love you) and i wouldnt want to put others through pain becuase i decided to take the easy way out and die.