Winter and Fall are the toughest seasons. The suicide rates are higher in countries where it is dark alot, like Northen Europe, Denmark for example. Suicide seems very attractive sometimes, I know, but those feelings eventually go away after a bad spell of unpleasent experiences. Like depression and happiness, when your happy, you dont remember what it was like to be depressed and vice versa. When you arent suicidal you dont remember what its like when you were. Its another of those twisted games the human mind plays on you, its completely unavoidable, I just do my best to let these feelings flow while I stand back and let it happen. Commit suicide if you want, as long as you know its just not a rare impulse, if you have these feelings constantly then maybe its a good idea.