Anyone ever feel like killing themselves?

[NowhereMan]

I went to a court appearance stoned once. I've never been that scared in my life.

But seriously, those are all lame as fuck reasons to be depressed. Except for your parents getting divorced. I mean imagine if you did kill yourself and your parents said
"WHY!?! WHY WOULD HE/SHE DO THIS DO US?" -reads suicide note-

"He/she killed himself because of a long line at mcdonalds and because he/she smelled bad after a shower? I don't even feel bad anymore."

ive wanted to kill a few stinky people in line at mcd's
but then agian they laws agianst that.
so i just told them to read directions on soap.

to off ones self over lack of fresh towels is a bit extreme
try doing luandry and pass some time
smoke a fat jiont while they go round and round the dryer
add dryer sheets
take shower
then bath
then shower
agian if ya really funky
and nevr put a damp towel up.it will get funky all on its own
make sure they are dry

peace

[chrace]

Winter and Fall are the toughest seasons. The suicide rates are higher in countries where it is dark alot, like Northen Europe, Denmark for example. Suicide seems very attractive sometimes, I know, but those feelings eventually go away after a bad spell of unpleasent experiences. Like depression and happiness, when your happy, you dont remember what it was like to be depressed and vice versa. When you arent suicidal you dont remember what its like when you were. Its another of those twisted games the human mind plays on you, its completely unavoidable, I just do my best to let these feelings flow while I stand back and let it happen. Commit suicide if you want, as long as you know its just not a rare impulse, if you have these feelings constantly then maybe its a good idea.

[Hektik]

I've never wanted to kill myself but i have wanted to kill a lot of people.. and how i feel on suicide is if someone says they wanna kill them selfs then they better do it, after all it's there life

[NowhereMan]

I've never wanted to kill myself but i have wanted to kill a lot of people.. and how i feel on suicide is if someone says they wanna kill them selfs then they better do it, after all it's there life

ok all jokes aside
suicide is some serious shit

its a permanent solution to a temporary problem
its not gonna fix anything
your family your friends or lack there of
nothing but end any chance of it getting better
please
just smoke one and chill and think about better things that will happen later in life
peace

[BOgart.bitch]

theres never a reason to kill yourself.

what doesnt kill us will only make us stronger.
life is a game and you can only play it once - you can live it fast and dangerously or you can live it at a cautious pace - just dont end it and waste all of the possibilities.

[daZenfmeister]

Hehe you guys are great, sorry about this post BTW but I actaully have a symptom that my doc refered to as "Suicidal depression" anyways I couldn't reply for so long because of all the damn people coming in to buy books. And well my suicidal feeling subsided into an urge to kill small children........as it usually does..............j/k



Anyways BOgart, I think that death is just another experiance and I too hope to partake in it someday. But hopefully not before I smoke myself stupid...........

[RESiNATE]

its a permanent solution to a temporary problem
its not gonna fix anything

I'd never thought of it like that, NM...

Yup...if I had a penny for everytime that I felt suicidal, then I wouldn't be suicidal - know what I mean?
Life is a game, like BOgart said, and most people play to win.
As a result, some people will be affected by another's 'end-game', and will thus feel hard-done-by.
I would describe myself as 'manic depressive', and as such I face a constant daily battle between suicidal tendancies and a will to suceed
I use things to help remind me of my triumphs (ie, my kids) and things that make me happy (ie, music and play) - they help to balance out the negativity I feel (ie, human psyche, the way of the world, etc).

Suicide doesn't solve anything - all it does is bring massive heart-ache to those that care about you (of which there are many...believe me).
Whenever my mood gets so dark, I envision the pain that my loved ones would have to endure...I would not want to cause them so much pain

There's always tomorrow...or the next day..or the next...
Sometimes, it's just a case of being patient - mostly, it's a case of trying (even) harder to make it work.

I think about my problems, then put them into perspective against other peoples' problems - ie, those poor souls in Asia right now! - and suddenly, my problems are petty indeed.
Sure, I can get extremely depressed and sad about stuff - and I wouldn't want to 'devalue' anybodys issues - but, in the grand scheme of things......

I watched the news last night, and saw a baby boy, wrapped in blankets, being carried by his father. The father was crying as he approached his wife with the body of his only child...the boy had died in the tsunami of Asia.
I thought about the absolute grief that those parents must be going through.
I thought about how I would feel if I were in their situation.

It takes alot to make me cry...but I sobbed as I watched this vision of despair.

I sometimes wonder if we have a right to be depressed...

Res...

[DrGonzo]

do you have confirmation that there is Halo 2 in the afterlife? because I don't think I'm ready to die if there's no video games waiting for me...or maybe tequila, that'd be OK too.

as to your friends, don't tell them that you're stoned as hell. If they figure it out, and ask you aboot it, act like you don't know what they're talking aboot. Or, simply say "Five dollars? Get outta here!" and walk away mumbling aboot the apocalypse.

Death is boring anyways. The last couple times I've had suicidal thoughts I just wondered, 'is it anything like being unconcious? cause that sucks, you don't even dream' and then I get over it. and usually smoke a joint.

[juggalo420]

i think most people think about suicide at least once in their lives. i was there i just hated everything, i hated waking up, and hearing how other people have it worse than me that is bullshit even though it may be true it doesnt make a person feel better. what helped me is actually a few things first is dxm(i love it). also finding a hobby helps, as well as evaluating what the pro's and con's of suicide are(even though people may not believe it you do have people in the world who love you) and i wouldnt want to put others through pain becuase i decided to take the easy way out and die.

[dog420]

i cant underdstand why ppl would do or even think of such a thing.
Life is to short and wonderful to give up and go kill your self for any reason. My kids and wife mean so much to me i could never take my own life, for what eva reason. I think most ppl try to do this to get attention, isay find a diff way to make ur self happy lol.

peace