Quote Originally Posted by geonagual
I understand...I am still going through the same thing with a girl that I lived with 2 years about 6 or 7 years ago. I loved her to no ends....except I did some dumb shit and pretty much fucked it up..I still think and dream about her almost everyday...It has be going away lately though...so that is a good sign..In the beginning I couldnt eat and I was so friggin depressed and lonely it drove me crazy. Talking to her was great, except it hurt so much.
That's how i feel now. When i talk to her i feel great, probably better than the first time i got stoned, but then when im not talkign to her i cant stop thinking about her, and all the times we shared, everything we did. It hurts so much, but i dont want to stop. It's my own fault for working my hopes up every time knowing full well it's not going to be the same. She was the one for me, and i know i'll never get over her.

Oh well, i've gotta look on the brightside - i've still got my weed, and that's the best i can hope for now.