this is the story of my life, sorry bro. Do what you think is right, just remember when your both older how will you look back at this. I think we might have the same taste in women man we want em strong, confident, and on a mission. Thing that sucks is sometimes their mission takes em far away and never brings em back. If we are all lucky enough we will be old some day when that day comes you wana be happy and ready to die, no regretes and to know you did all that you could. Coars if your always ready to die then every day is to be fullfiled to its fullest. Stay strong man no matter what happensimp: