5 years ago in HS [end of freshman year], was smoking about once or twice a week average when I started, give or take a couple days. I've never really been one of those 'I need a stash to smoke by myself everyday' kind of people, but I have gone through months of smoking everyday at different points, especially first year staying in a dorm. Never been on a pinpoint schedule.

Now I've come to the point that I like to partake maybe once a month...usually for a few days in a row, then I'll be done for another month. At least that's the way it's been all of this year and most of last year. I dunno what it is, I used to really look forward to smoking, but now it's just not my favorite thing anymore. I honestly wish I liked to smoke like I used to lol. Also, now I don't like to get extremely ripped like I used to...well maybe if I'm by chance by myself, but if I'm at a friend's or with people, I only take a few hits to get a slight high.

I honestly question myself...I see people here and a shitload of people I know still with their love for the herb, and while I do have the love, it's just not the same...and I'm only 20, so it's not age. I think sometimes it could be that I just grew out of it, but some of my best friend's still smoke multiple times a day...and I have no problem going to a friend's house and not smoking when there's a few blunts being passed. I dunno...it's just strange.