Dad: Steroid addict. Left when I was 10. Remarried when I was 13, didn't invite me or inform me of the wedding. Did daddy-dates (once every few weeks had dinner with him). Stopped all contact with me when I was 14..haven't heard from him in 3 years, not even a birthday card. I don't care. I don't need a dad. When I got arrested when I was 13, my dad stood next to me in court and said "That's my girl" with a grin on his face.

But the asshole really fucked me up and now I can't stand being without a boyfriend, I need a male in my life. I've been in abusive relationships and borderline abusive relationships and delt with it 'cause of fear of rejection ("Please don't leave me"). I've got anger issues and depression which I blame him for. Or so my therapist says.