man... i dont have it as bad as most people i know... my old man walked out when i was 5 or 6 and didnt see me for about 6 months... then he became a weekend dad were he only spent time with me one weekend a month...

then he finaly gets me to move in with him... and around 6 months later kicks me out... and dosent even aknoedge that i exsit until 2 days befor i got arrested he said hi to me...

then after being arrested... i seen him more while i was locked up then i had seen him on the outs in the past six months... and right now, i think hes just doing it to so that he can find some way to get CPS to remove me from my moms....

basicaly life sucks... you know when i was 13 or 14, i thought it would be cooler to live with him...but then i found out he was trying to geet me to move in so he didnt have to pay child saport and if anything he would get child saport in his pocket... im not really sure how i dealt with it... all i know... is i dont have the highest respect for women because i was raised with out a dad to teach me right from wrong... i run the streets bebause he kicked my out...and im not all the smart because of his drug useage when i was still a infant and new born baby