hello again my brother. lets keep things simple seen? do you grow plants my friend? in particular herb? If you know much about herb, you will know that a plants first cycle in life is veg and there are no buds at all but when it begins to flower it reveals that it is a female by producing white pistols. When you planted this seed Jah gave you the gift of this herb plant and it was a female the whole time seen? In veg state theres no way to tell if its male or female, but you are what you are seen? Its just how long it take you to grow up, and flower persay, but the potential was there the whole time seen? So if you know and dont "believe" that you are a rastaman then who is to judge? i dont know if that makes sense to you but i hope it helps. Seek deep inside, the truth is out there, listen for it when you hear the wind blowing....