i'm sure that at some point you had a casual belief in god, but without heavy indoctrination no child attains anything close to the fervor of an adult believer. like santa claus and the easter bunny, jesus is a fun little fantasy that we all toyed with as a child. only as an adult can you appreciate the depth of the fear that the entire mythology is based on, only when death becomes real to you do seek a way to cheat the inevitable.
delusionsofNORMALity Reviewed by delusionsofNORMALity on . I don't think I've ever believed in god First off, sorry I'm posting so much it's just that I have nothing to do. I just figured out something that really depresses me. I don't think I've ever believed in god. I try to think back to when my parents took me to church but all I can remember is a butt-fucking boring place where you could rent lame bible videos. And I try to think back on what I thought of Jesus and his father but I go blank. I remember being terrified of hell and thinking they copied Pinocchio by having a dude live Rating: 5