First off, sorry I'm posting so much it's just that I have nothing to do.

I just figured out something that really depresses me. I don't think I've ever believed in god. I try to think back to when my parents took me to church but all I can remember is a butt-fucking boring place where you could rent lame bible videos. And I try to think back on what I thought of Jesus and his father but I go blank. I remember being terrified of hell and thinking they copied Pinocchio by having a dude live in a whale. But for some reason we stopped going and I seemed ambivalent. I'm athiest now although I'm considering Buddhism but for some reason the thought of an athiest child really brings me down. Not to offend anyone but the idea of god and angels and shit seems like some whimsical thing that most children get into. And I had a happy childhood but I was too much of a daydreamer to ever get into religion. Were any of you guys like me?
Dec. 21 2012 Reviewed by Dec. 21 2012 on . I don't think I've ever believed in god First off, sorry I'm posting so much it's just that I have nothing to do. I just figured out something that really depresses me. I don't think I've ever believed in god. I try to think back to when my parents took me to church but all I can remember is a butt-fucking boring place where you could rent lame bible videos. And I try to think back on what I thought of Jesus and his father but I go blank. I remember being terrified of hell and thinking they copied Pinocchio by having a dude live Rating: 5