I need some advice, Is pot ruining me?

[Ifrit369]

Lately i have been noticing that i have been having such horrible highs,

When i smoke, 90% of the time, unless im alone, i get the following feelings...
-paranoid
-horrible pasties and breath
-unable to relax
-no security
-unbelievably low self esteem
-feeling as if i am a blue stick figure in a huge pile of red stick figures.

Am i simply just a reck of a teenager suffering puberty,
or is weed the main cause of my insecurities.

Is that all that you feel? I mean, if that is then you're obviously not taking the drug for enjoyment.

Personally, I'd advise you not to take it for a while. It's only ever made me paranoid once, and It wasn't a nice experience.

Weed's probably bringing suppressed emotions to the surface, so I'd focus on tacking them first.