Trichotillomania

[Matt the Funk]

does it hurt when you pull out hairs? for me its pain but its like a really good pain, decresing my will to stop.

Yeah. It's like good pain. Feels awesomne.

[Jimbob1310]

Yeah. It's like good pain. Feels awesome.

god damnit having it pisses me off so much, cause i know that its gunna be like this forever and i try so hard to stop. oh well what can i do.

lol though, its funny how i posted about this and a few other people are like "oh shit i thought i was the only one who had this"

[mrdevious]

I think the word you guys are looking for is "gratification". The problem with this gratification though is that is never satisfies, as in giving you a relaxed feeling like you've gotten something out of your system, or had your fill of a delicious food, or had an orgasm or whatever. Feels great.... but you gotta do it again, always.


I thought I'd mention that yesterday I had a really really deep, 45 minute unbroken meditation, which I haven't done for a while. Since that session I've had WAY more emotional and mental control and can control the hairpulling 100% (for now).

[robert42]

i do this so often

im glad to see a threat about it