Put on some relaxing music. Embrace the high. Smoke less.

It was like that for me the first few times I smoked, and I didn't like it. Now I can handle it and I love it. It's different for everyone. Some people smoke a shitload their first time, get incredibly high, and love it. Others aren't like that.

I say keep trying, but if in the end you don't like it, then that's fine. I'm not sure you boyfriend will mind if you're not high when he is.