you know i can almost garuntee i know what you mean... but for some reason (i am partly retarded..) when two big words merge, all of a sudden i can't understand it (a great exampl eof this is me trying to learn growing, i read growing faq's and shit, and i can't understand any of it, but yet i know every single word, and it's meaning.... just something about the way my brain processess shit and puts it together....)

anyways, give me a sec, i gotta dictionary.com this shit to come with my answer..