My dad was always a bit of a bastard - he's the reason im so violent - he taught me to fight by hitting me in the face untill i hit him back. And most of my family were in gangs when i was a kid so im used to being violent. I mean, i loved the guy, he finaced my herb habbit as a kid - but we was never close close - i mean, i know some people that wouldnt even think of hitting their dad - but i was used to it.

Now im an adult we're closer too - we smoke together, have a few beers and laugh at the funny memories.

I definatly find that as i got older i've got closer to him - at least we dont argue too much anymore - and hardly ever fight - i cant do it to him now coz i'd put him in hospital [he's nearing 60 too]