Heres an update. I've talked to him more, and he definitly acknowledges his problem. I'm hoping he doesn't do crack, the thought didn't even cross my mind. That worries me though.

I, myself, am bipolar. I know the ups and downs..especially downs. I know what it's like to be off my meds (a.k.a NOT PRETTY) and I see him experiencing the same shit I used to.

I also go to a therapist and a psych. (Have been for almost 5 years) maybe I can work something out with my therapist or atleast get some advice from a professional's point of view.

IF we were to break up, we wouldn't see eachother anymore. We used to be in the same class, but he moved to a different town and he doesn't have many friends back here any more. Basically me, my lil brother and my best friend. It'd be almost too easy to end things if I really wanted to.

We were talking tonight and I asked him, "do you want to break up with me"..giving him the chance to get it over with if he wanted to. He swore up and down that he didn't want to. He suggested a break a few hours ago, but now he's very against it. I think he's scared I won't come back. He understands that he's hurting me, he told me "I don't want to drag you down with me".

I really appreciate the responses, everyone. Honestly, you've been more help then you realize.
BabyFacedAbortion Reviewed by BabyFacedAbortion on . Extremely long post, serious advice needed. Long post ahead: Please don't read if you feel the need to post something retarted. Serious advice needed I just can't do this anymore. I have no one to talk to, about anything but, my boyfriend in specific. I'm going to rant and please, if you have advice..give it to me. I really need it right now. Please keep in mind that everything I say is the damn truth and if you don't believe it, don't respond. My boyfriend and I have had the perfect relationship for the most part, today is our Rating: 5