Heres an update. I've talked to him more, and he definitly acknowledges his problem. I'm hoping he doesn't do crack, the thought didn't even cross my mind. That worries me though.

I, myself, am bipolar. I know the ups and downs..especially downs. I know what it's like to be off my meds (a.k.a NOT PRETTY) and I see him experiencing the same shit I used to.

I also go to a therapist and a psych. (Have been for almost 5 years) maybe I can work something out with my therapist or atleast get some advice from a professional's point of view.

IF we were to break up, we wouldn't see eachother anymore. We used to be in the same class, but he moved to a different town and he doesn't have many friends back here any more. Basically me, my lil brother and my best friend. It'd be almost too easy to end things if I really wanted to.

We were talking tonight and I asked him, "do you want to break up with me"..giving him the chance to get it over with if he wanted to. He swore up and down that he didn't want to. He suggested a break a few hours ago, but now he's very against it. I think he's scared I won't come back. He understands that he's hurting me, he told me "I don't want to drag you down with me".

I really appreciate the responses, everyone. Honestly, you've been more help then you realize.