Ha ha! I know I shouldn't laugh, but I get a kick out of people haqaven't even lived life yet. Life hasn't even started for you. You have a long ways to go and a lot of life to live.

Right now, you are prerparing for life. You anren't independant quite yet and you are still being guided by your family and in school. Be positive and positive things will happen and you will reveal a positive future. Negativity is contagious and can bring everyone down around you. It doesn't open new doors for you, only closes the ones you are opening.

I'm 24 and I have a lot of life to live. I still want to have kids, get married, and rasie a family and youngens of my own. You have school to finish, a carreer and a means of work to support yourself. You have lots of time, don't worry.

If your father left, cherish the ones that are still there with you. Don't take it for granted before it's too late, and you regret it.