Damn...
I lost my dad a few months ago, and it brings me down alot. Im kinda fucked up now because of it, and i also wish i was younger again (im 16 right now, i know im not that old).
That said... I do try and keep my head up and focus on some sort of goal to keep idle time down... I have been trying to get my drivers license and get better in school lately. Responsibility is key... do shit around the house moms doesnt have dad around to do that or nothing. I also always am down to make money, Im caddying again now but for a while it was just doing jobs for people and money in my bank from my last job. Just focus on one goal. My goal is to get enough dough to put some rims and a system in (for those who care, its a pioneer head unit and 4 6x9s, and 2 alpine 12"s in the back.), no i dont think im black or osmethin i just love bumpin music when im rollin around haha...
Keep that in mind.