Depression whilst smoking?

[Greenport]

When I smoke I think alot. and the last time i smoke I couldent stop thinkin about how fast I grew up and my perception of my future was grim. I know im not that old yet but what if, when I was younger I hadnt wished to grow up so fast? What if I could just go back and experience the innocence of being a child just 1 more time? Iv been wondering about this alot and its got me in a depressed like state.. I dunno who to talk to so I thought Id post it here since you guys are very nice and helped me in the past.

Greenport Reviewed by Greenport on 04-28-2007. Depression whilst smoking? When I smoke I think alot. and the last time i smoke I couldent stop thinkin about how fast I grew up and my perception of my future was grim. I know im not that old yet but what if, when I was younger I hadnt wished to grow up so fast? What if I could just go back and experience the innocence of being a child just 1 more time? Iv been wondering about this alot and its got me in a depressed like state.. I dunno who to talk to so I thought Id post it here since you guys are very nice and helped Rating: 5

[thecreator]

Well its apart of life.....not the growing up part but the wishing you were grown up.We've all said those famed words,"I hate being a kid I can't wait till i'm older."My advice is use your past to make your future, You've got a since of time now so make the best out of life while you have it.Good luck man and don't look to far into the future bc you'll miss the present.:thumbsup:

[birdgirl73]

How old are you, Greenport?

[Greenport]

lmao im only 15. But Ive had depression ever since my dad left us. Next time I smoke I will just think of happy thoughts lol

[Greenport]

Weird thing is im not depressed all the time tho. I just think about what happend alot when I smoke and wish I could go back to being a child so I could see my parents back together. I think thats why Ive been feeling like this alot.

[thecreator]

I know this might sound harsh but , you shouldn't invest your happiness in the actions of others. Your just setting yourself up for a lifetime of despair and misery.I only want to help man........good luck though I know you'll see that soon enough.

[Davidj56]

That is so frickin weird.. Im in the same predictiment..

[GHoSToKeR]

Nothing you do can change the future, because whatever you do the future will still be the future. Don't worry about it now, worry about it when whatever it is happens. Sorry, stoned ramblings.

[Nochowderforyou]

Ha ha! I know I shouldn't laugh, but I get a kick out of people haqaven't even lived life yet. Life hasn't even started for you. You have a long ways to go and a lot of life to live.

Right now, you are prerparing for life. You anren't independant quite yet and you are still being guided by your family and in school. Be positive and positive things will happen and you will reveal a positive future. Negativity is contagious and can bring everyone down around you. It doesn't open new doors for you, only closes the ones you are opening.

I'm 24 and I have a lot of life to live. I still want to have kids, get married, and rasie a family and youngens of my own. You have school to finish, a carreer and a means of work to support yourself. You have lots of time, don't worry.

If your father left, cherish the ones that are still there with you. Don't take it for granted before it's too late, and you regret it.

[Greenport]

O_O u guys make a good point thanks all