So what is today's prognoses on the situation? Last I read you were just going to do some Gorilla out door farming. With all of the stuff I had in mind to say, this is probably a sound plan for the mean time.
Bottom line though, I know that it is no fun to have to get put on the radar and how it can mess with your emotions, family and every other aspect in your life so I just hope you can ride it out and be patient and soak up the info and advice everyone has passed on to you. Like stinky said for the most part, when you are in the mix you don't want to go making waves or you might get drowned. Just enjoy life and all you have learned over this last year and the blessings you do have. Forgiveness is a beautiful thing and wisdom is a nice thing to grow.
Bear hugs from Blue, Adieu