Quote Originally Posted by Catt
hey.......

I can't believe what I'm going to say.... I seriously can't...

My mum woke me up today...and told me how dissapointed she was.... then she told me she found my "stuff"... which consisted of a bullet pipe...some papers...and some seeds. no pot, but still.

I was speechless for some seconds...then I started to talk... then suddenly she lost her compusture and started crying .. "what are you doing with your life? I do everything so you can have a future" etc etc... I felt like some big shit...I still do...I feel like shit.

I told her it was "a kind of legal thing...made of strawberry" but I bet she didn't buy it.... and told her I just wanted to "experiment" and that have only done it a couple of times....

She took that stuff...I don't know what she is going to do with them....I hope she throws it away.... I fucking hate myself right now.

I dont know why you hate yourself. You havnt done anything wrong. Just because your mother doesnt like the fact you prefer smoking an almost harmless plant than drinking poison doesnt mean your wrong. Your right. Your making your own decisions in life. Dont get upset because shes upset. She's only upset because she doesnt know anything about what she's banging out about. Try showing her some facts - educate her about it. Dont let her think shes right when all her arguments are obviously going to be bullshit. I cant get my head around how you feel bad. You're [hopefully] not a child, so it's your life, and your decisions. As far as i'm concerned, if you want to smoke weed, that's the right decision.