yeah promps to all you guys you're all right, but the problem is that there's a lot and a lot of things that remind her... like when i listen to music that reminds me her ( i know it's a classic, but after a while this shouldn't be gone, this pain while listenning?) and like other stuffs that i don't remind right now but l tought this kinda things should have gone earlier but i didn't pass over it wtf... it's like more powerful than me, like she was in everythings i do in my life... i tought a blue would pass after maximum one month not 2 or 3 wtf is wrong with me!? And i'm not like hum Yeah i'm always at home doing nothing but listening to music drawing and being vedgy. Nop, i go clubbing with friends, there's actually this girl i very apreciate i think i'm falling in love, but this doesn't affect the fact that i still feel what i told you...
But i know why she returned with john(that his name XD) that's because she doesn't want to be alone with her son and no cash and etc...
when you really look deeply into someone's eyes, you know her, you kown she feels, what she thinks, and if this person is lying to you i can told you one thing, she never had sex since she gave birth... and i was the one who gave again the desire to have sex... i smelt it... sorry for this detail, i had to put it so you could understand me and i'm not under-estimate myself cause i know a lotta guys do that but this time, it's true
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