Quote Originally Posted by stinkyattic
Good good... don't forget your current resolve... how you feel at this moment... don't come back to this place where you are not sure, be SURE. Be sure it's working, or sure it's not. Remember the resolution you have made NOW.


Aww KD you're a sweetheart.



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BUT DONT GIVE UP YOUR GENETICS YOU BIG GOOF!!!!! BOO!!!!!


Yes i ahve talked it over with her last night. It wasn't easy and there was more fighting (klicking punching doors tables) but there also was resolve and acceptence. As well I herd this come out of her mounth after we had just argueed and yelled and etc...

Everything in the past is Done. You can keep your box, You can keep smoking. just not around me,

I said cool don't worrie Im only keeping it to finish this grow and start my tomatoes and green pepper plants. So 6 weeks tops.

Then She said I want you to think of Smoking Pot like you do with me when im smoking Cigereets (I distest cigs) It causes cancer and hurts you lungs and overall health. I want a Healthy long relationship. I have told her many times "I don't want to be sittiong by your bed side while your dying from cancer" "If that ever happens you will have such blame on yourself and you will be dying and all you will be able to think about is how you should have never smoked in your life time because all these people who care for you are here now standing beside you showing support and ultimatly you will feel like you let themn down by smoking.

I said cool understood That makes me happy to know you want a better and healthier life than what we have for US.I will use my vaporiser way more often since I will mostly be me getting high on my own late at night after you have gone to sleep.

Then she said this and this is what made me really happy "I need to help my self If I expect you to help me at all." I was like tooken away I kissed her like I kissed her on the first day we meet. It went even further to mad porno sex just like when we meet. To hear her say that was almost like I new beggining. Or as if she finally understoiod maybe why I have been so upset and frustrated.

I said to her This arguing and bullshit has to all go, If it happens again theres no talking, I will leav and expect you to leave as well. I will not consol you if you cry I will have no choice but to have no emotion at all. I am now so prepared for us to go our seperate ways. I have mentally and physically preparred for this for some time. This is our last kick at the horse. She agreed. I told her to sign us up for the cycling school by her work today and expect to get her asss up saterday morrning at 7am.

THanks for everyones thoughts and support on this site. Since this is a nhuge deal in my life. Im glad you all showed special interest in it as well. The fact that our fav past time Mary J was a main involver in this made this the perfect place toi turn to. I can't talk with most people about this shit cuz I don't want them to know about the POt thing...

Thanks for being there and comments everyone...

kd_special

Ohh yeah the genitics? I have lodas of seeds left,, IOm actully scoping out some outside spots Via satalit Images of some places I will be up north this summer. Cuz I aint going back to Paying for shit BEASTERS, I can't grow in side or around her but I can hook up with friends and split it and get good outsoor weed.