I know man, i just had my final exams for first semester and failed terrablly. Im a sped student. I was never really bright at anything. Anything exept music and science. I want to become a Biologist one day and work for national geographic but in order to do so I need to take 4 years of calc. Which is never going to happen because im taking algeribra 1 and I dont understand one fucking thing about it. Im trying really hard and im doing a lot better than last year but its not good enough i guess. I just cant give up. I have to do this. I want to do this. This is my future and im so stressed about it. Im so stressed and depressed I cant even pass the 9th grade. IM 16 AND I CANT PASS THE 9TH GRADE! Im really stressed sorry guys