I'm generally happy. I love to be happy. I normally don't keep myself down. I guess that place I want to be is enlightened to the true answers of life. I find enjoyment in philosophy, so maybe this is why. I've been exposed to a lot of things and mental issues that most people don't get until they are older, and I'm only 14. I can tell I am maturing faster than alot of the "smart" people in my AP classes for the sole reason that they just go with the flow, and follow all of their mainstream trends, and don't even ponder things like this. I really hate it.