I agree with the point that we gotta try to make the best of life and shit, but the point I'm trying to get across is whats the point in all of it if it won't matter at the end? If I didn't have that thought, I'd probably be perfectly happy. I've asked other people if they feel the same way and if they often think about life and death, but they say no. Is it my intelligence and connections with real life events that are causing me this? I think it is. I guess ignorance is bliss.