Skink, nope. I've tried and tried, and we eventually made a deal that if and when I harvest my first grow, she'll smoke a joint with me... The problem is since then she's gone back to her old religious beliefs, and now she won't admit she ever said that.. LOL

ToDrunkToFish, perhaps. Yeah, I'd say that's a factor, made worse by all the other shit she as to deal with. I wish there was something I could do to help her though, but nothing seems to help.

BFA, thanks. Yea I would so move out if I can, the problem is I'm a broke student, and it's gonna be another while before I leave to go to university, so I'm fucked for now. Maybe when I'm at uni it won't be so bad, 'cause I'll only be here occasionally, like holidays and stuff.

I'm sorry to hear you're going through that, BFA.. Don't call yourself crazy, cause you're not.. Everyone has problems, some people's are just more pronounced than others. I went through a short time of mild depression myself, and I know how it feels. Older members of Cann.com might remember when fopr a while I was a dick to everyone and anyone and just snapped at people for no reason, in the end I stopped posting here because I was being an asshole. My real life was like that too and I withdrew from most of my friends for the same reasons. I tried some kind of meds for a while, but in the end I managed to pull myself out of it without any outside help. I hope you can do the same. We don't know eachother too well, but if you ever need someone to talk to about any thing, let me know.

Oh, I tried to rep you guys for being nice, but I've given out too much rep already