When something bad happens do I blame God?

This is a great question. My wife and I were going to have a baby last Feb. One morning while sleeping I heard my wife yell from the bathroom. I quickly jumped up and ran in to see what was happening. She had a miscarrage while taking a shower. I quickly picked her up and took her to the hospital. While driving I new I had lost my son and I was very pissed off at God for allowing something like what happened to happen. The second I was about to damn my maker I realized that things happen like this in life to everyone. It's not a personal thing shit happens. I know God could have saved my boy. I know that he could have taken all the pain my wife was going through away. I know he could have taken the pain then and the pain now I am going through from the loss of my son. Can I blame God for all of that. I was going to but I realized it happens to almost everyone in some form or another. I realized that if these things don't happen in thier lives then they don't become the people they are intended to become. I knew that my wife was going through the shit she went through for some kind of good. I ddin't see it then but later I did. Three months after my loss a friend of my wifes had a miscarrage. She was single but like every mother was looking forward to seeing her child. When she lost her child she became so depressed that she wanted to commit suicide. Luck for her my wife heard what happened and she wnt over to comfort her. When she got there she had a gun on the table and was planing her death. My wife talked with her and comforted her. She didn't do it and today she is very happy. If my wife didn't go through the shit she did she wouldn't have been able to help her friend. I believe we should look at the good to everything no matter if we can't see it yet. Just know it happens for a reason. Do I blame God, I almost did but I do not. My faith comforts me, helps me, and stregthens me. With out God not only would around twelve people be dead by my hands I wouldn't be where and who I am today. In bad times I turn to him and he comforts me. In good times I turn to him and thank him. In so so times I blaze a joint and go back to thanking him for everything. I can't think of a life with out my faith. I don't go to church because I know I can talk to God and worship God any where. When I want to learn more of him or hear his voice I read my Bible. Not everyone is like me. Not everyone can understand me. I live by faith (something I can't see) but am I happy? Very happy. Will I ever be sad. Only until I realize the good I can't see will happen one day. I hope I answer your question they way you thought I would. May my Lord and savior watch , protect, and guide you in the direction of peace.

Rev. Michael T
Soldier for Christ