ok basiclly ive been smoking a few years, im 17, only like every other weeked for like 6 months, and sometimes like few times in a week.so not a huge amount. its half term and ive been smoking quite hard a couple of times....like really hard. it all started a few months ago when i smoked a big purey blunt with my friend and i got randomly (ive smoked MUCh more b4) got really fucked. i stood up and went into her house and realised i was fucked, i went really quiret and turned really pale, i had the munches like a bitch but then as time went on a she prepared me food my appatite went and i went completely off my head, i was going proper pale and my mind went totally blank, she kept asking me am i ok, and i was jus murmering yeah im fine, even tho i knew i certainly wasnt. i decided i needed to lie down so i went out of the kitchen and into the hall, the light was off and i couldnt see much, i was walking really slow and felt awful, i started making my way up the stares and when i got half way up my vision went really dark and i couldnt see shit, i started getting really scared and felt i was dying. i fell and jus lay on my front in with my eyes just seeing black, but i knew i was concious. i got up and didnt know where i was. i managed to stumble up the last few steps and crashed into her room and got into bed with the lights on. she came in and was like wtf the wrong with you. i couldnt even speak. then i remembered my munchies and demanded her make me food, even tho she had and i had rejected it and gone off in a retarded state. she brought me bread and ketchup (BLAZE FOOD) and i ate loads. i spent the rest of the night sitting there until i fell asleep. this doesnt sound like much, but it was just the start of things. im an experianced smoker and always smoke pureys so i dont know what happened. it wasnt even new weed, it was off 1/4 i had had for a few weeks so yeah, was really weird.

things were fine next day but i felt really dread for that day.

now recently when ive been smoking, ive been smoking alot and getting really fucked, but even if i sleep for 9 hours, the next morning i wake up with a head full of the night befores draw, jus like a muggy feeling, the problem is this feeling stays for days afterwards, even with loads of sleep. its really weird im not stoned but ive jsut gor this thing hanging over my mind, ruining my concentration and making me feel constantly slightly spaced out. i cant be arsed to do any thing that requires effort and energy. if i try and skate or run, it makes me get this bad headrush thats kinda like being stoned. im learning to drive atm and whenever i go for a drive my brain just cant take in the world fast enough. some thing isnt right in my brain. the feeling hangs over me for like 4 days and then i smoke again and now its taking even longer. i dont understand it at all. im trying to stop smoking until the summer cos of exams but its difficult to pass up an oppertunity to smoke with my friends at the weekend. its all very complicated and is more serious in my own mind than i can communitcate. hope youve been reading this. help. does/has this ever happened to anyone else?
davidcroney3 Reviewed by davidcroney3 on . brain damage? pls read all. i need help. ok basiclly ive been smoking a few years, im 17, only like every other weeked for like 6 months, and sometimes like few times in a week.so not a huge amount. its half term and ive been smoking quite hard a couple of times....like really hard. it all started a few months ago when i smoked a big purey blunt with my friend and i got randomly (ive smoked MUCh more b4) got really fucked. i stood up and went into her house and realised i was fucked, i went really quiret and turned really pale, i had Rating: 5