Quote Originally Posted by Ganj
I'm truly sorry for your loss. You emphasize your pain when you said, "waiting for ashton kutcher to hop out of my closet telling me that i just got punkd." Stay strong, take a day off and just reflect on the good times, man. The world seems mean when your thoughts are tender. It's not a joke, as much as you would like it to be, you must accept the reality--only then can you begin to move on.

Thanks for sharing.
unbelieveably... i kept waiting for the same thing at my brothers funeral... for the first hour i was there i refused to go within 30 feet of the casket... cuz of 2 reasons: 1... i wasn't ready to see that, and knew without a doubt, ever bit of strength i'd showed since the momment i was told he died, would go right out the window and i'd break down (which i did) and 2. if my hopes had came true and he did sit up and tell me it was some prank, i would give him a reason to need that casket...

on the seat belt thing... i dunno how, but i was in a high speed chase, 120+ mph... car flipped quite a few times, i was in the back seat, with no seatbelt what so ever... i wasn't even hurt... aside from my knees slamming together and bruising...

it makes me realize how lucky i really am... i see people are severely injured or killed in car wrecks all the time... at lesser speeds... but somehow i lived, nearly without any injury or pain what so ever.. i don't believe in god.. but it makes me realize all that much more, that something had to of been watching over me that day...

i'm sorry about both your friends... it hurts to lose someone... it hurts more when you knew them well... and i agree, there should be some law in place, that you can't die when you're so young.. but in all honesty, if that were true, teens would be even more wreckless, then they are now.. (not saying your friends were wreckless, just teens in general)