i live in dubuque iowa, i appreciate your guys' suggestions and shit, i really do, i just found out today that her wake is tuesday so i plan on going to that, and i foudn out today that her brother ran away last night when his family was cleaning out her closet, nobody knows where he is or what hes doin hopefully he didnt do anythign stupid like kill himself but i couldnt really blame him if i was in his posistion id probably buy a half o and a half gallon and plan on dying, i cant handle shit liek that, its why i posted this thread cause i didnt knwo what to do with myself after i heard what happened, but thanks guys ill keep everything youve said in mind




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