yea its just hard to belive when soembody is there everday, you see them constantly and your close to them and then the next day there gone, ive never really understood the saying "you dont know what youve got until its gone" until now, you truly dont know what youve got until now i think deaths of family and friends are so unbeliveable because alot of people take there relationships for grantid and the oviuos fact that you care for that person alot, yea i just need to sit down and think of all the good times weve had and sit there and smile and try not to forget the bad, i appreciate the sympothy alot though, im even more depressed because of her death originally it was because of probation and the shit im in, but yea i appreciate it, thanks




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