Quote Originally Posted by Ganj
I should get mad rep. points for this.


Ladies and gentlemen, the following segment of this post is the epitome of doubt. Your advice is always welcome, however it is not vital. Doubt consumes knowledge, and immerses your "faith" into a realm hardly visited by the strong-willed, until it transforms you into a machine. Eventually, doubt will consume a promising spirit, until all that remains is a breathing carcass.



I feel sorry for myself at times, I realize the harm I bring in the atmosphere, however as I am guilty so are you.

It is I who looks in the mirror with a critical eye. I see flaw, a liar and a thief, a nuisance to your calm, and a boy with no purpose.

I am eternally convicted of injustice by none other than myself.

To view myself through these suffering eyes, I only become more distant. It is ironic, that by trying to be the best, most righteous person, I only shy away under the stone of improvement...of perfection in all relevant matters in reality.

I seek reality, yet the search leaves me baffled. The whole process could be deemed distracting itself.


It took me awhile to understand this (I think I do), but I think what you're trying to point at is the irony of life? I don't know. This is definitely not the right stuff to read while stoned! I will continue to ponder this. Props to your complex thoughts, but I won't give a rep point, since I don't think that's what matters .