well before you guys think im the dick its a odd situation, we were friends for over 10yrs and we did argue over some dumb stuff but i did value his friendship, he though he was always better than everyone he walked by and had a biggest ego of anyone i ever met, generally i am a nice person but we couldnt get along im some cases.

we both had a mutual friend who was a girl, he use to date her back in school and still had feeling even though they broke up and was a few years later, she no longer had those feeling for him and didnt want anything other than the friendship they had, at the time he seemed quite ok with the way things were between them.

one night a drunk drivers smashed up audreys car and i later took her home and we hung out for a few hours and she kissed me, i did like her a whole lot and felt like a asshole for doing it on part of him but she didnt want him and I wanted her, we started dating and from then on our friendship went strait down hill.

i know i look like the asshole here but giving the situation at the time i dont feel guilty about it anymore, i tried my hardest keeping in touch with him he just grew apart from me and later isolated himself from the world not just me.

i helped this person when he had nothing in life, his mom hated him, he had next to zero friends, i gave him money when he was out and took him out to eat when he had nothing.

i was a good friend to him we just let a girl ruin it for us.

it still blows his mind im with her and which is the reason we dont talk, its a shame really we had great times together despite the worst in us.

and yes Rebgirl i can be a dickhead but only he will fully understand this letter.